Written by Larry M. Jaynes:
It was a dark day for the Christian world to hear and realize that Mother Teresa actually wrote of her doubts about the existence of God.
She wrote: “I am told God lives in me — and yet the reality of darkness and coldness and emptiness is so great that nothing touches my soul.”
“I want God with all the power of my soul — and yet between us there is terrible separation.”
“I feel just that terrible pain of loss, of God not wanting me, of God not being God, of God not really existing.”
The above quotations and many others are from newly released letters and are currently riding across the airwaves in news stories and commentaries from her personal thoughts that have been compiled in a new book titled, “Mother Teresa: Come Be My Light.” Mother Teresa was without a doubt a great person and saintly women of God who helped inspire and led many people towards the light, yet she was somewhat tormented from within her heart as she wanted to see and believe more than she saw. She was unable to reach her personal goals of realizing God in her, just as all too many professing Christians think, believe, and come face-to-face with similar letdowns while still hoping and searching for God.
In our eBooklet series titled: The Golden Thread, you will learn that Jesus Christ is the link to God Himself; as Jesus confessed “I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.” When Christ touches your soul, when you begin seeing him, not only throughout God’s Word but also in your own life, then the darkness and coldness and emptiness, and as well the terrible separation between a Christian believer and his or her God will completely subside. The light of God Himself can illuminate your inner soul through Christ and restore the terrible pain of loss; this is the underlying theme of The Golden Thread series. Through this new and inspiring series, you will find the principles that allow Jesus Christ to show you that God wants you, that He does live in you, and as you learn from this series to increase your faith in Jesus Christ, you will come to experience the certainty of God really existing in your life!
When we look at a good person such as Mother Teresa, for an example, who searched a lifetime and looked for clearcut, heartfelt proofs without ever really knowing whether God is truly real; this story causes one to be saddened for her, especially knowing how kind and giving she was towards even less fortunate souls. Imagine how much more her giving could have meant to her, personally, if she could have realized in her heart the existence of God — greater miracles would have abounded! Now we could also take another person (like you for example) who may be struggling over these same basic issues of looking for God and not knowing how to recognize His voice. If you are still searching, then we would ask you to simply read The Golden Thread series in your quest for God, the reason being is that you would discover Jesus and his continued mission which is to reveal the realities of God in your personal life. We further believe that you will experience your heavenly Father’s acceptance of you from His Word and from within your own heart!
Many people are uncertain about where God’s Son resides other than to think that he may be “upstairs” someplace. These are the great pursuits of the ages, and as well, these are unmistakably answered for the searching believer throughout our new study.
So often, many people are hesitant or even afraid to seek and come to God and see Him for Who He really is, which thankfully, He is known to us as being Love and Light. Take the challenge and do not allow doubts or worries to whelp up into fear that may prevent you from realizing our omnipresent God, but invite His graciousness into your life and heart, and enjoy His love and light. The Golden Thread series was written to help show you how to enjoy His peaceful grace and how to experience His awesome presence and how to receive His delightful presents!
The Golden Thread series offers anyone the chance of a lifetime to discover the heavenly Father in crystal clear, awe-inspiring revelations, and is available, is here, and is presented to you right now! Yes, we say, for you it is only a chance of a lifetime until you experience the definite reality of God residing in your own heart, and then you could never write or even imagine the nonexistence of God because you will have come to know and experience Him personally.
True, if our series is wrong and does not lead you to an unprecedented understanding of God, then you would have donated a little bit of your time to find your Savoir, and just maybe you will discover him living in your heart as a real presence. Now let us turn this around and propose the following. What if we are correct and our research is true, then you will have an abundant, eternal profit to gain from your loving, heavenly Father as you are drawn into an intimate relationship with Him whose desire is to cherish, to love, and to sustain you for all eternity! If you have never known this caring and loving God before, we are so very sorry, but in truth, in The Golden Thread series, you will find your way to the warmth and loving embrace of your heavenly Father!